November 25th, 2004

Subject: Happy Thanksgiving Time: 07:14 pm Current Mood: distressed

Haven't updated in a while because i now have a myspace, even though this is a little easier, but i think im going to end this, so if you feel compelled to read up on my life, look me up on myspace.

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November 12th, 2004

Subject: Birthday Time: 09:49 am Current Mood: Excited

Happy Birthday to me! the big 1-8!

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November 11th, 2004

Current Music: Bon Jovi - Shot Through the Heart Subject: No Classes! Time: 10:27 am Current Mood: excited

Hey I have NO CLASSES TODAY! Thanks to my lovely Veterns lol. God bless them! Anyway, i've been catvhing up with my work and actually did my Comp Paper, which wasn't too bad. I just really have to read like mad ish. Oh well.. i shall try. Yesterday was Christine's Birthday and we picked up a cake that her mom sent throught the school. We picked it up brought it to the room and opened it and it had Allison written on it lol So we had to walk all the way back to the student center and get the right cake lol.. oh lord how it was fun and J was with us and he couldn't carry anything because he was gimp lol.. Dammit J! Then later that night i went to Step for Success and that was ok, i know where i'm going in college so thats good. After that we all went to eat in the buffet, and then we had CAKE! Ryan and Lori decided to have a cake fight and cake got everywhere!! It was on the floor and it stained, because it was chocolate and icing got everywhere on them, their clothes, hat, hair.. it was great. lol i got to clean his hat and blow dry it lol. After that we went to this kid's apartment, Joel, Dave and Dustin. We just kinda sat around and played cards. It was fun towards the end, and espically when i got my voice back. I love Robintussin lol. It's working miracles on me lol. They were all going to Chick Fil A cuz it was still open, but i didn't want to go, so me and Christine went back, plus her parents and some family are coming today and we're going out to lunch. YAY another out to eat lunch. I'm gonna get sooo fat lol. But how can i turn down food lol. So they went and we stayed. I hope i didn't miss anything fun. I hate when that happens like you're left out. So i'm gonna ask ryan what they did when i call him later and stuff. ok so its now 10:36, and her family should be here at 12, which is cool. I think i'm gonna take a shower soon. Christine is cleaning like crazy lol. But its cool ya know, i do that when my parents came so there.. Guess what???????????? 1 DAY TILL MY BIRTHDAY I TURN 18, IM SO EXCITED OMG! ALL OF US ARE GONNA GO OUT AND HAVE SOO MUCH FUN! i dont know about parties but it doesn't matter. Being with friends and being 18 finally is good enough for me. Well thats all i really had to say and its shower time, so have a nice day! :-P

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November 8th, 2004

Subject: Work Time: 03:59 pm

So much work to be done and little time to do it in. How i hate missing like a week of classes. Im going for tutoring, and have to get started on my college comp paper, that sucks ass cuz its on politcs.. what a hoebag. 5 days till my birthday! and i am getting much better! Christine is kinda sick though. She had a stomache thing yesterday, i hope i don't catch her virus.. oh well off to do nothing lol bye bye!

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November 7th, 2004

Subject: Delerious Time: 05:00 pm Current Mood: sick

I'm so f'ing sick right now, everything is moving, i have my period. so much work to do and i can't even read. It's like the the words keep moviing and such. You don't know how many times im spelling words wrong and going back and erasing and slowly typing them over. All i'm worried about it my paper, and i can't think, i have to get to a computer lab. When ryan is done he's going to help me. i need him to take care of my sick ass lol. and i need a shower.. this is sooo skank :-P

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October 31st, 2004

Subject: R.I.P Time: 06:25 pm Current Mood: Devestated

Rest In Peace Gary Dean. We love you always and forever. You'll always be in our hearts. Aug 1986 - Oct 2004 18 years old, is too young. We Love YOU! COPS SUCK!!!!! This changed my life forever

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October 30th, 2004

Current Music: Let G0 - Frou Frou Subject: Halloween Time: 03:00 pm Current Mood: drunk

Halloween is fucking awesome!

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October 29th, 2004

Current Music: The Used - Blue and Yellow Subject: Sleepy Day Time: 02:16 pm

It seems like everyone is sleeping! Well Rayn is, Lori is, J was, Gary was, they all went to bed at like between 4-6 AM! Omg you ppl are crazy! Now their sleeping the whole day. While i went to class at 8:25. Yesterday we really didn't do anything important. Christine and I finally made it to craft night and we painted pumpkins. She got paint all over her sweatshirt, and some of mine too, but it wasn't that bad and i did laundry and it came out. Dane Cook is coming to Rowan Dec1st and tickets are going on sale Nov. 1st so im gonna be the first in line to get them. Uhh its halloween weekend and i think we're gonna go to a party or 2 and then tomorrow the Acto GHOST! AHHH! well it'll be an adventure and thats all i ask.. I dont want to write anymore so wehn i feel like it i'll wirte more.. bye bye!

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October 25th, 2004

Subject: Lab Time: 01:15 pm Current Mood: good

Well hello everybody! I'm in Momosa lab just chillin before class with Ryan. He has to do some work and I came along for the ride, cuz im such a good girlfriend lol. Eh whatever. This weekend every practically left us. Christine went home for the weekend. Gary found a right saturday to bring him home, J went home saturday and so did Lori. She went to see Story of the Year in concert, that sounds really kewl. I've never been to a concert. Saturday Elvis, MAtt, and I and Ryan played catch with a baseball and softball and then with a football. It was really fun, it made me miss softball alot. But i plan to do intermural softball, hmm maybe even co-ed lol in the spring. Thats the plan. Saturday Us 4 got into Faces of Death, some sick sight where u can watch real people kill themselves.. anyway we got into the whole death thing and then ghost thing, so we looked up Wierd NJ, and came across the Atco Ghost. About this kid who got hit by a truck and killed on Burnt Mill Rd. So we decided to go see if it was true. What an adventure we had. It was like 7 when we left to go searching for the ghost, and we got lost like 8 times. LOL It wasn't bad lost though, so we follow roads and stuff, and Elvis, Matt, and Ryan are soo scared, well Elvis most, then Matt, and then Ryan, i was cool as a cucumber lol. We went down Old White Horse Pike, and we see these 2 reall reall dark roads, so we pick the right one and went over the mini bridge and made another right and passed the Burnt Mill Rd. Elvis like freaked out, well we all kinda did, so we turned around, and Elvis asked for 2 seconds and we went back to the street. We were half way down, a little past the last house, and there was pitch black darkness. Except for a little street lamp all the way down at the other end. So Elvis was like "fuck this" we turned around and went to Taco Bell. lol it was great, Friday we're going to go down the whole road in the daylight and on saturday All Hallow's Eve lol we're gonna do the ritual of flashing out lights 3 times, and honk and turn off the car i think, but elvis doesn't want to turn off the car because ppl have been chased by a black truck around there. So i don't know. But i am so into it lol.......Ugh anyway its getting closer and closer to class time and i sooo dont want to go. Sociology of the Family is soo boring and stupid, she talks and talks and talks. And I take notes from the book.. sucha big deal. And the class goes soo slow too. Yes Poor Jamie. There might be Halloween parties this weekend to go to. I hope there is and i hope i dont have to get dressed up for them. I dont have a costume, and dont make them, and there too expensive to buy these days. oh well. I dont want to go to my class friday, hmm maybe i'll skip for the first time, depends, i probably won't but we'll see. I get my midterm essay back in a confrence with Reavey, and then my test back from Health. I really hope i did good on that. I'm not stressing, but once i know my grade and if i passed, i'll be cool. lol. ok i'm cutting it close to class time, so i shall check you guys out later then. Okie... oh yea, we ordered pizza last night and wacthed mean girls with christine, elvis, j, gary and ryan, what a fun night. i love them boys lol, and my girls janie and lori, and janeie wants me to help steal for her? lol whats up with that. well gotta go im gonna be late! think of rainbows and cupcakes lol :-P

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October 20th, 2004

Current Music: Ludacris - Move Subject: All Work is Done! Time: 03:29 pm Current Mood: good

I've caught up on all my work! Ah i'm so excited! lol Finally, after this midterm sucky draft and my health test. Phew. I think i did rather good or ok on both. Tonight is Spiderman 2, so we're all gonna go see that. It's real crappy out, misty and rainy until tomorrow i think. OTher than that classes are going well. Me and ryan are totally cool with eachother. All our friends are into the card game Asshole, which is a drinking game, but we just play for fun ya know, we haven't added drinking in part of the game. Omg last night while playing pool i almost killed Elvis cuz i jumped the ball and it like hit him in the gur. Oh yea, Elvis is a funny drunk! You ain't shit, you ain't jack shit nigga... omg u had to be there. anyways.. other than that, its boring. Chrisinte is leaving me this weekend AGAIN! I'll just have to fo it on her bed this weekend lol. OCt. 30th the school is going up tp six flags, and i really want to go, and this way Elvis doens't have to drive a bunch of us like the football game, ughh remember that. It was horrible. Well i have nothing to do, at all so i'm gonna read or look some stuff up.. aiight. bye bye!

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October 15th, 2004

Current Music: Chasing Amy Subject: Bayonne Time: 11:59 pm Current Mood: contemplative

Well, i'm here back in Bayonne for the weekend. So far i have ate real pizza and saw Team America with my Lee Lee. It's a really good movie lol. AWESOME. Then we got back and went to Jessica's. Christine was there and Miguel, just chillin. I wish i could have slept over and chilled, but no i have to still listen to my grandma. I'm in college now, but i know that she misses me and wants me home. So i'll be nice just for her. But in the summer if i want to stay over someone's house and no one lets me. I shall do it anyway! I talked to Ryan throught out the night. I wanted something, but it never happened and he was hanging out with other ppl. So whatever there... Maybe well i hope to see more ppl tomorrow. I have to go see my grandma on 16th tomorrow, and my cousin is coming over so i want to see her too. I don't know whats going on tomorrow night, but i have to work on my midterm essay here, and study for my health exam. Ughh.. i kinda want to go back to college. I just feel cut short. And i was a little ticked and Lee pointed this out too, that when we say goodbye, there isn't an "i love you", i know its there but not said. It's not a big deal. I hope he had fun and all my friends everywhere. I gotta get back to texting elvis and watching chasing amy ok.. night bye bye!

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October 12th, 2004

Current Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Christine's music Subject: Class in an hour Time: 03:28 pm Current Mood: annoyed

Well nothing really has been going on. Sunday my parents and my grandma came and visited me. We went to Applebees! That was awesome, it was like real food lol. It was really nice to see them. This weekend I'm coming home, so i'll hang out with my friends and maybe staurday i'll go up the mountains. We'll see how that goes. I got a 90 on my english test and i took a sociology test and i think i did really, really well on that. So academmically i think i have this college thing down. I just have to do some reading, but Leaves of Grass is sooo boring lol. Maybe i'll read Pledged. It's funny lol. We played pool last night and some cards the night before, and we played asshole, but i was the president for like 4 rounds! Holla to Jamie lol. Me and Ryan are cool most of the time now. Yep, having a good time. I heard that Steven Speilburg is filming War of the Worlds in Bayonne with Tom Cruise is starring! THats what my mom said. WOW i have to go see, their filming down at first street. Well im glad im coming home this weekend. I want to see lee and ppl's. Well i'll get back to being bored and reading, ugh.. toodles!

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October 6th, 2004

Current Music: Jay Leno Subject: Harry Potter Time: 09:05 pm Current Mood: cold

Well nothing new has really been going on. I went to the TCNJ football game last friday and Rowan beat then 35 to 20, so that was great and i got to see Tammy! It was great to see her! I miss her and all my friends soo much! But OCt. 15 im coming home to visit. Even though my parents aren't going to be home, their going to close the trailor, i'll visit my grandma. I know she misses me dearly and i'll go to church with her like i used to. The weekend was uneventful. We watched movies and thats about it. But it did take us like 3 hours to get home from the football game. It was horrible. We were all shoved in Elvis's truck. I never want to do that again lol. Saturday we went to the mall and i got a pair of jeans and 2 tee shirts. I also got Ryan a christmas gift, that i know he'll like. Ryan and I are doing fine. We seem to be happy so far, and i'm glad. Sunday i did some homework as usual and i worked out this weekend.. I got an 82 on my math test and that was great! I thought i did ok, but i did better than what i expected. And today i just had my first english essay exam and i think i did really well on that. I'm starting to really miss my family. But my Mom and Dad and maybe brother/ grandma, are coming to see me sunday! That reminds me, i have to go to the bookstore and get my dad a card and a bag to wrap his presents in. Gary and Lori and ppl are talking about going out thursday night. I may, i'm not sure yet, but we'll see. I have 825 class, but i'll be awake for that and then i can do laundry, i dont have too much, but i have to do sheets and towels. ehhh maybe i can do them tomorrow the sheets and towels. I think i can, so maybe i will lol. I have to do some reading thid weekend on Pledged. I dont have any papers or tests coming up so im glad. Oh wait i do. I have sociology of the family on monday, its multiple choice and most of it is pretty much common sense so it'll be good. It's been really really cold here this week. It's definitly becoming fall and winter weather. I need a coat and stuff lol. Other than that things are going well. I miss home and my family and friends. Ughh its all about growing up. Well it's late and i'm watching Leno, so i'll write some more when i get another chance... <3

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October 2nd, 2004

Subject: Emotions Time: 10:25 pm Current Mood: distressed

She saw the look in his eyes, 'n' she knew better He wanted her tonight, ah, and it was now or never He made her feel so sad Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin' Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin' Now Jamie wouldn't say, "All right", ah, she knew he'd forget her 'N' so they said goodnight, ah, oh, 'n' now he's gone forever She want's to send him a letter, uh yeah yeah Uh just to try to make herself feel better It said "Gimme (gimme a call sometime") But she knows what that'll get her Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin' Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin' Now Jamie's been in love before (ahhh) And she knows what love is for (ahhh) It should mean, a little, a little more (ahhh) Than one night stands, whoo She want's to send him a letter, uh yeah yeah Just to try to make herself feel better It said "Gimme (gimme a call sometime") But she knows what that'll get her Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin' Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'

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September 27th, 2004

Current Music: Follow Through - Gavin DeGraw Subject: Heartache Time: 10:50 am Current Mood: depressed

I hate this "break" feeling. How much time does he need to figure things out? I mean its either you love me or not. I don't know what i'll do if things don't get better. I hate him for putting me through this. Can't he see i'm hurting. I guess this is what love is. He better make up his mind, i may not be here when he wants me. I want him to make me happy again, and i'll be happy when we're together.

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September 25th, 2004

Subject: Break Time: 01:40 am Current Mood: crushed

Break-Time :(

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September 24th, 2004

Current Music: One Sweet Day - Boys 2 Men and Mariah Carey Subject: Friday!! Time: 11:12 am Current Mood: Pirate

Well it's kinda been a while i guess. Well i had an intresting night last night. First it was 80's craft night, and we made a cookie jar/pot, and we painted it, its neat! lol and those iron bead things. You put the beads on the shape and then iron over it with wax paper and the beads melt and stick together and there you go lol. I made a heart and a girl, but i gave the heart to Ryan, i'm so corney. and they gave out snap bracelets i have 6 now lol well i stole 6 lol. After that we all went to ryans room and me, christine, j, ryan, gary, lori, elvis, this kid greg, and aaron were playing truth or dare. Great for me j dared me to make out with elvis, so i did. I grabbed him and i kissed him. It was no big deal or anything and ryan said go ahead and when i did it, he said in the funniest voice, "You are SOO Cheating on Me!" It was soo funny. But the kiss was nothing. And i love ryan and it was a dare i had to do it, so j made out with christine lol. It was ok, and random. BUt i only want to kiss ryan for a while lol. And thats it lol. Today we're all going to the movies and then out to a party tonight, so we'll see what happens. I gotta get my sheets and towels outta the dryer, so i'll let you know of my college adventures another day. Muah <3

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September 20th, 2004

Current Music: The Simpsons Subject: Sniffle Sniffle Time: 07:16 pm Current Mood: Chilly

I have a bit of a cold, but i'm taking medicine and its going away. My Sociology of the Family class was cancelled today so i had like a 5 hour break lol. That convocation thing sucked soo bad. A bunch of old ppl talking. it was boring as hell. Hmm, Elvis and Christine played tennis, i want to play, one day lol, maybe this weekened. I got all my homework done, excpet for some reading, but i'm really not in the mood. Maybe this week me and Ryan can spend some one on one time. I know he was feeling feelings the other day, so maybe we have to slow down, but i like him lol i love him. Tomorrow the premeir of ONE TREE HILL! I'm so excited! Nothing is gonna get in my way lol. We'll i'm watching the simpsons, so i'm gonna go watch with christine and aaron, waiting for Ryan and J and Gary and all of them to get out of structured study. Till then its the simpsons lol.. <3

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September 17th, 2004

Current Music: It's gonna be Love - Mandy Moore Subject: Emotional Time: 12:24 pm Current Mood: hopeful

Its gonna be Love It’s gonna be great It’s gonna be more then I can take It’s gonna be free It’s gonna be real It’s gonna change everything I feel It’s gonna be sad It’s gonna be true It’s gonna be your the one to do It’s gonna be hard It's gonna be tough It’s gonna be more then just enough It’s gonna be LOVE That basically explains what me and ryan are going through. i wish he would feel good all the time and not get confused. I love him too much to let him go. He loves me too, but last night i'm not sure what he meant. But we're ok. Let's go out tonight!

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September 15th, 2004

Current Music: Sweetest Goodbye Subject: Waiting Time: 08:39 pm Current Mood: anxious

I'm waiting for my brother to get here and drop stuff off that mommy is giving me. I got through all my classes and got most of all my work done, so thats good. Troy is showing at 9 i want to watch it, whenever danny gets here and leaves, Elvis is gonna wait and go with me. He's sucha nice friend! I wont have to walk across campus at night, no one can rape me now lol Tomorrow i have college comp. that should be a breeze, it's pratically the weekend and tomorrow we're all going bowling so that should be real fun. I'm copying more music to my library and just bullshitting lol. let me get back to that bye bye! oh yea me and ryan made it 1 year, and so far going good. we hade a nice evening and we "talked" lol

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